“That’s it?” I asked. “But she promised me…”
The realization hit so hard it physically hurt.
Had Mrs. Rhode lied?
I left before anyone saw me cry. By the time I reached my tiny rental house, anger had already turned into humiliation. I dropped onto the bed still wearing my boots and stared at the ceiling while old feelings I thought I buried years ago started crawling back.
The familiar ones.
The foster-home feelings.
The you trusted someone again and got burned feelings.
I grew up in foster care.
My mother left right after I was born. My father spent most of my childhood in prison. I learned early how to keep my belongings packed, how not to get attached, and how to leave quickly when life changed.
When I aged out of the system, I walked away carrying two trash bags of clothes and absolutely no plan.
I ended up in that town because rent was cheap and nobody asked questions.
I bounced through awful jobs until I landed at Joe’s Diner.
Joe hired me during breakfast rush after another waitress quit mid-shift. I walked in asking whether they needed help.
“You ever carried three plates?” he asked.
“No.”
“You got ten minutes to learn.”
That was Joe.
Big as a refrigerator, permanently grumpy-looking, somehow kinder than most people I had met.